Changes

It's November now..

I have locked myself away from a few social media apps, completely dived into my Muay Thai sessions. My stress level was high in June, I was heart broken and angry at myself for losing focus. I started questioning what I really want, do I even enjoy where I am right now.

Keeping myself busy with meal preps and exercise was my way of making myself feel better. Over July and August, I read a few books about things I love like wine and food. Spent a lot of time alone or sometimes with friends, dining, going to the beach, hiking and mountain biking. Hung out at the bar till 3am and took an ofo bike back home cos I was spending too much money at the bar. I miss so much things I had experience from the previous two years, that now I seem to be having a hard time finding those random adventures. In October, I couchsurfed a girl from Chile, our thinking is quite alike, she made me felt like I am not alone for the three days we spent together at Universal Studios and just chilling after dinner, bar hopping in Clarke Quay. Nowadays everyone is on their phone. Which I completely ban myself from when I am out with someone. It's a huge turn off to me, its a conversation killer. Anyway, I'll update my blog a little more, when I have more time to process my thoughts.

Here's a list of songs that have cheered me up and continue to..

Self-Care by Mac Miller, https://youtu.be/SsKT0s5J8ko

Mac Miller Mix Tape, https://youtu.be/WvIEhPzV9IQ

NPR Music Desk - Mac Miller, https://youtu.be/QrR_gm6RqCo

JayZ - OJ, https://youtu.be/RM7lw0Ovzq0

Jorja Smith, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yXrlhebkpIQ

Fkj & Masego, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hC8CH0Z3L54

Fat Freddys Drop - Based On A True Story, https://youtu.be/Y7QQS5V3cnI

Antonello Venditti - Modena - 1979, https://youtu.be/LxnNZ6yJaGg The Smashing Pumpkins, The Reunion, https://youtu.be/k2Y8jTJHF1M

RIP- Mac Miller <3 Thank you for bringing me up when I was down.

https://youtu.be/OCfP0DKtYlg